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2009-07-02T17:16:00.002+08:00

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2009-05-29T22:25:00.004+08:00

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Faye

2009-04-01T06:25:00.001+08:00

Got to know this crazy girl as she is another one of Clara's student.
Both of us cam whoring while Clara was busy ...

Presenting...

Faye .

(For those who have noticed. My hair is finally straight again!)

Hello kitty Mahjong set.

2009-03-20T05:07:00.003+08:00

Went to Sandy's house to play Mahjong!
Her new home was beautifully designed...
A whole room made to fit for all her bags only!
a private lift!
a bed room full of hello Kitty!
a huge huge tv!
a shoe room!
I could carry on forever...

I was so amazed by her house and her so cute hello kitty mahjong set!

Playing with the Mahjong set definately boost more fun.
Every little mahjong tiles is craved with a hello kitty face.
Even the dices and the chips all in hello kitty!
The mahjong set came along with a hello kitty mahjong table mat.
And the greatest news...
It's all in pink!!!

My fav...

I love the set so much , I wanted to get one of my own... lol!!!

Eileen's rom

2009-03-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

It's our happy go luckly girl , Eileen's wedding!

Our workout!

2009-02-23T05:41:00.004+08:00

We made this video after our usual mahjong session at my place.

It's 4 am,
and we were laughing like nobody business.
3 crazy woman,one with her pj (that's me),of course la! I am at home !!!
Clara and her younger sister Jill...
We decided to be kind enough to share with you all our laughters.

Hahahahaha....
Have a great day ...
Signing off,
I am a palm tree!!!!!

Undecisive...

2009-02-20T03:11:00.002+08:00

Saw Brenda edited our photos in facebook.

Made me kind of miss my straight hair already...

Shopping at Mustafa

2009-02-10T06:21:00.000+08:00

The girls met up at Mustafa for shopping .

Err...or should I say at Mustafa to play?

We pratically took the funny stuffs that we managed to find and played with it!

We let our imagination ran wild,

Acting as if we were small Kids...

"The young ones...

Darling we are the young ones..."

Karen found a viser,

(I totally made a fool of myself!!! So ugly!!! My god!!!!!!!!!!!)

Vintage sweets that was so old school,almost nearing to extinct.

We wanted to buy the pretty tea pot sets that we saw....

(Having a hard time finding a perfect set as most of the cups in the box were already broken...)

Shopping +Mustafa= Happy Women

Friends +Mustafa = Crazy Women

Brandy kwek

2009-02-01T03:53:00.001+08:00

Isn't him just simply adorable?
My little Brandy Kwek...

Happy chinese new year

2009-01-27T05:12:00.005+08:00

It's chinese new year again!!!

I realised that as we grew up,
Chinese new year had actually lost the fun compared to when I am a child.

It isn't that crowded as it used to be.
Some of my cousins were married, having their own mother -in-laws family to handle.

Some have boyfriends and went off for holiday to escape the "when is your turn huh?"
Sort of questions...
Recieving ang baos wasn't as tempting as before.

On the every first day of the chinese new year, which was the 'chu' yi of the chinese lunar calender, which means...

I had to miss out the pineapple tarts and all the abalone.
Cause I am a vegetarian every 'chu' yi and fifteen!

Shopping centres are closed.

It only left one thing to do ...

Mahjong and gambling sessions!!!

Everyone ...gong xi fa chai!

Huat ah!!!!!

(Simply love my tailor maded chongsam...'Too bad I put on weight...haiz...')
See the one which was taken last year...

So much better...

Better start to lose weight now!!!

Playful daddy

2009-01-03T02:50:00.000+08:00

Despite my daddy age.

He definately young at heart...

Look at the photos we took right after our dinner ...

(If you are wondering why my hair still look straight in the photos.Thats because it was taken a few days before I did my perm.)

Happy new year

2009-01-02T04:39:00.000+08:00

Happy new year !!!

A brand new year, brand new resolutions ,brand new hair style.

I finally buck up my courage to perm my hair...

How do I look?

Nice?

Which do you prefer ? straight or perm?

Petit nail house

2008-12-31T11:08:00.001+08:00

Went to help out Clara as Petit Nail House have moved!
(Petit nail house is her shop...)
The new shop is located at 21 club street just above Senso.

Her new shop which is a 2 story shop house.
Although its quite atas, but being in her shop give a complete cozy feeling.
Make you just want to stay in the shop a little while longer.

With her skills and the right environment...Perfect!

I highly recommend her,not because she is my friend.
But she is truly good!

A link to her website: http://www.petitnaildiary.blogspot.com/

If you be interested to get your nails done. Trust me!

Your money and time will be worthwhile.

Tata...

Merry Christmas

2008-12-26T18:03:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas!

Busy Christmas this year!

I had held an early christmas party at my place with my 38 jie mei...
(Clare, Bebe, Sandra, Brenda, Sonia, Eileen, Joey, Constance, Rain, Jernelle, Gina, Miyuki, Celest...etc.)
We had Steamboat and Teppanyaki...

We had a gift exchange and I managed to recieve a Hello Kitty Lamp :)
I LOVE HELLO KITTY!
and...
Sweet Sandy bought me a Hello Kitty christmas edition Tea cup too.
Which I simply adore ,and would love to add this new one in my Collections.
Thanks Sandy!

Loverboy's buddies came over to join us later the night,
and thats when the gambling sessions starts.
Sadly I didn't managed to take much photos though. :(
But what the hack, I had my fair share of fun and to have them around for christmas already meant a million.
So...
Huat ah !!! 38 jie Mei !!!

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On Christmas eve...
I had another party at Sushi's house with Clara ,Karen , Ethan, Celeste ,Loverboy even my brother Aaron.
I and Karen were in charged of the setup and decorations ,while Clara and Sushi were in charged of the food.

There's the chirstmas cookies baked by Sushi, a christmas log cake made by Karen, fish pie and scallop soup by Clara.(which was a hit with everyone.)

Not to forget the turkey , honey baked ham , the smoked salmon and pasta...
We pretty much have all the must haves for a traditonal Christmas dinner in a beautiful and cozy setting.

We not only had a gift exchange between ourselves ,we too personally bought gifts for each and everyone of us.(even the boys have gifts!)

Karen had recieved my gift which was a tiffany and co. necklace.
Hoped that she will like the present as much as I like mine!

My favourite present was the tiffany and co. earrings from Clara!
(when I actually lost my diamond earrings a week before, this present was just what I wanted.)
I was so delighted!!! Karen bought each of us an Agnes B. lock necklaces.
which was like a lock for our friendships, locked right next to our heart!

Sushi bought me the top and belt which I liked when she skillfully spy on me, during the last shopping trip I went with her!

Celeste apparently have been paying attention to what I had mentioned many months before.
I had told her that I intend to buy memory cards for both of my cameras.
And she bought it for me!

Thank you Babes!!!

We played charades, fashion shows, stupid dances and "broken telephone".
We had so much fun and laughter.

What can I say?
My friends are amazing...having them are amazing...

I had a wonderful christmas, and I hope you all did too...

And again...

Have a Merry Merry Christmas!

Christmas shopping...

2008-12-23T12:58:00.002+08:00

Went for Christmas shopping,

So many sales ...So many pretty things... So many headaches...So many sins...

If only I were a billonaire...

(Ok snap out of it!!!)

Sweet loverboy bought me a Salvatore Ferragamo bag ...

It's the 80th anniversary edition.

My F80.

(which totally match my salvatore ferragamo shoes that I bought!)

and

A whole car boot of christmas shopping...

which kept me busy wrapping them up.

Whats Christmas without gifts anyways?

2008-12-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

Although my mom had discharged from the hospital.

She still need walking stick for support though.

I took over the house hold chores.

Knowing that I have to be at home,

Girlfriends have been sweet coming over to my place to accompany me, not to forget our usual mahjong sessions.

My daddy soon became one of our club members also!

Today, I managed to sneak out for awhile since daddy at home.

Went down to Clara's shop for gathering today instead...

(Naughty me drew the mask)

Cute right?

Our ms Clara Hwang...

Mommy's operation...

2008-12-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

Mommy had went for a hip replacement.

Looking at her, my heartaches.

Although it's a low risk operation ... She have been complaining about the pain.

I cannot help but feel that I should've taken better care for her in the past.

I love you, Mommy...

(Bought a teddy bear for her to accompany her.To cheer her up...)

6th of december

2008-12-01T10:23:00.005+08:00

Woke up early to get my homework done.
May have pass it up tomorrow.

I shall be busy from this week onwards.

Mom's operation will be on this saturday.
Staying in the hospital for a good five days,
and a few months of recovery using a walking stick.
She was a woman who fears pain, upon hearing what the doctor would do to her,
she was fearful but acted a brave front.

"I love you Mommy..."*Muacks*

Due to my mom's operation.
Having on the same day , are both of my friends wedding dinners.
Which sadly, I wouldn't be able to attend.

Mr Jackie and Ms Chia Jing Chuan.

Mr Alvin and Ms Juliana.

"May them have a blissful marriage, and to enjoy a lifetime of happiness..."

Christmas is also coming soon.
Have to gear up with christmas presents and organise small christmas parties.
Did I ever mention that I love christmas?
It's the day most of my friends gather together and not to forget the presents I recieved...
Hee...

Things for me have been going smoothly, this few weeks.
Indulging myself in healthy activites,
Oh ya...will be going for a jog with Celest later the evening.
I started to have a fave in tennis too,
Waiting for the next coming session... :p

I will have to stop here.
Have to finish up my homework rememeber?

Tata...

Friends are forever...

2008-11-22T18:28:00.006+08:00

This post is specially to Clare;

"I have just read your blog, and am touched by what you had said.
I wanna tag you but apparently what I wana say is too long for your tag.
I am happy that you remember our friendship and remember me as your bestie.
You don't have to feel Emo because you didn't lose me as a friend.
I am here, always here...
When you needed me.

We both are so busy with our own stuffs that even though we don't meet up like what we used to do ,it doesn't make our friendship any lesser.
I remember how we used to laugh downstairs your block with the "brain freeze ",
how upset you were and I came finding you,when Jayden is still a baby sleeping in the pram...
How both of us can watch a movie and laughed like no tomorrow.
It's all in me and I didn't forget any of those good and bad times, that we shared.
I didn't forget you. So don't you dare forget me.
I love you, my bestie...Clare."

Friends

2008-11-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

"Thanks Clara ,Karen, Celest , Sushi and Mary for being there when I needed someone.
I appreciates and am thankful for them.
I remembers what all of you had done for me yesterday.
It wouldn't be the same without you all...
Thank you..."

Baking lesson...

2008-11-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

I have took up nail courses for a nail diploma.

Praticing painting nails wasn't that easy for me at first.
Getting the brush technique right.Having the right curves for the correct nails....
I am thinking that I may get muscles cramps on my fingers after all these practices.

Me and my girlfriends took up Baking class also.

Baking class was fun but tiring...
Just take a look at the photos :

This few Cupcakes isn't mine though. Courtesy of Clara's.
(The photo of my baking is not with me yet.) :p

Oops...for any for you who wanna learn cooking, you can take a look at this website;
http://www.creativehomebaking.blogspot.com/

Proud me.

2008-11-12T19:27:00.000+08:00

I somehow managed to control my shopping spells during a sale!

Club21 sale...

The extreme left shopping bag is mine and the smallest of them all!!!

So proud of myself...

Happy Birthday Constance

2008-11-10T16:55:00.000+08:00

Went Dragonfly for Constance's birthday celebration.

Happy Birthday Babe...

"Stay pretty as always.Love ya..."

Jernelle's Rom.

2008-11-03T17:33:00.000+08:00

I was so happy for Jernelle when I attended her Rom lunch buffet.

Attending all these weddings still gave me alot of heartfelts.

Everything was just so beautiful...

Congrates on your Wedding, Jernelle.

The prettiest Bride.

Happy Halloween

2008-11-01T22:47:00.007+08:00

What better ways to spent Halloween?

Celebrate it on the Halloween Cruise!
And that was what we did!
(We meaning...Clara,Mary,Chelz,Karen,Ethan.)

We actually plan to dress up like the "The return of the Ah Lians!!!"

You know the atas Sonia Rykiel bags, Ferragamo hair bands , the famous cockroach hair , high waist short skirts...

We were having so much laughers planning for these.But we changed our minds though as we had trouble getting the right uniforms.

Costume shopping was so much fun!

Clara ,Karen and Me bought Yukata in the end.

Ethan decides to dress up as an Vampire...

Err...A hot Vampire?

Mary as the cheosam woman...

Chelz as the lovely angel...

The Halloween Cruise was packed with games and a spread of buffet although the food was so so only.
The credit i felt goes to the Mc which drove the crowd wild with the funny games that they organised.

Never less it was dancing time...

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I wouldn't mind going for the cruise again next year.

I was really enjoying myself...

Life wouldn't be fun without the company of good friends...:)

And to all:

Happy Halloween.../>

A moment Like this

2008-10-12T20:24:00.001+08:00

what if i told you it was all meant to be
would you believe me
would u agree
its almost that feeling that we've met before
so tell me that you dont think im crazy
when i tell u love has come here and now

chorus:
a moment like this some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this
some people search 4ever
for that one special kiss
oh i cant believe its happening to me
some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

everythings changes but beauty remains
somethings so tender i cant explain
well i maybe dreaming but still lie awake
can we make this dream lasts forever
and i'll cherish all the love we share

rep. chorus.

could this be the greatest love of all
i wanna know that you will catch me when i fall
so let me tell you this
some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this...

Finally blogged...

2008-03-24T06:54:00.015+08:00

Yes, I am back from Bangkok.And is still very much alive!
I was having so much fun at Bangkok ,that I really don't wish to come back.
Anyway ,I promise to update the photos that I took and of course the details!

I have not been blogging for quite some time.As I was currently very busy with the new pub.There's so much I wanted to write about,but so limited time.
I am sacrifing my beauty sleep now to do a little update, you know?

Lets just start from the most recent events first...

Sonia is pregnant! With her second baby...
But she had been very reluctant to keep this baby as she wanted very much to be with her career.Fearing the baby would make her unfit to perform her duties.
After much persuasion,she felt she was pretty much 'force' to keep the baby.
She became unwell.
And eventually , coming in to the pub had also became a chore for her.
As she often vomited and to have morning sickness through out the day only made matter worst!
It was then,she asked if I'll be willing to assist her in managing the pub.
Trying my very best not to fail her , with intentions of helping her to lessen her worries,and to allow her to fully concentrate on her 'on-coming' baby.
I agreed!

Still keeping my fingers crossed.Hopfully I won't mess it up!
The efforts I had put into the pub ,taking as if the pub were mine.
I really do wish ,the pub to be a success.
*Keeping all my toes crossed also.*

Sonia had been there when I was down and needed someone for comfort.
I treasure our friendship and appreciate her for what she had done for me .
It's only fair for me to be there for her now.
As that was the least I could do for her, I supposed.
Friends that craved a space in my heart like Shermaine, Chelz, Brenda, Sonia, Mei Hui, Li shan, Joey...
It was a blessing to have them all.

Many of my friends, had showed their support by coming down to the pub.
Thankful, that they had been darlings to me.
Even if it meant,coming down alone.
They had somehow gave me the energy to push myself to work a little much more harder.
I am such a lucky girl .

At times when situations happened in the pub and me being new in this line,
Couldn't manage to solve, I had to bother Sonia to help me re-solve the problem.
Making me extra gulity that I am uncapable of helping her the way, I should had been.

At times,when she complained about the pregnancy.
I somehow felt it was my fault that she was still worried.
I wanted very much to assure her that everything would be alright.
As she had been very pale and laughters were amiss from her.
Sonia without laughters, wasn't Sonia at all...

Fearing that her 'worries' would affect both hers and her baby health.
I called our 'leader' of our 38 jie mei, Kenny aka BeBe.
Told her about the pub opening(Sonia didn't spread the news that she had opened a pub, as the Grand opening of the pub was actually in the mid of April.) and my intentions of getting all our jie mei together to show Sonia our support.
Requested Bebe to plan and fall in all our jie mei as being the 'leader' she was much capable in making all the jie mei 'falling in.'
I believed,Sonia would be very much delighted.

My plan eventually worked!
"Thanks BeBe."
Sonia was in smiles and indeed she was touched.

But not only Sonia was touched on that day.
I was touched too!!!
Naughty Sonia had made a few pranks calls to my friends, pretending it was me .
Acting as if I am crying.
Asking them to come down and console me.
Main Motive was to make them come to the pub.

Smarter ones knew it was a prank, as they were able to hear the differences of our voices.
Those not-so-smart ones called up my other friends to double check on me.
As our Madam Sonia didn't even tell them the address and quickly hang up their calls.
One of them upon finding the correct address,rushed down immedately.
And was shocked to find me happily entertaining in the pub. He turned and walked away.
It was then I found out he actually called his friends down too , fearing that I was bullied by customers in the pub.
Even though,it was a prank.
I am somehow touched by his actions ,because both of us had a heated arguement around a month ago and had not been contacting each other since.
Yet regardless he still rushes down to protect me from harm.
Very sweet of him.

Unknowingly,Sonia had also made my day too... :)

I had also just learned to play pool.
After being cheated also by Madam Naughty Sonia.
Asking me to treat her supper upon winning the just-learn-5 mins ago me.

Will definately improve to win her,making her pay back my supper money....:(
Update again...

To be continued...

Pub 33 Grand Opening.

2008-03-06T17:19:00.004+08:00

Have been busy,helping out Sonia with her new pub opening.
Washing ,cleaning,arranging,stock taking....
Neverless...Finally everything was done.

Today is the grand opening of Sonia's pub,Pub33.
I would be there helping out for the time being.
Kind of excited though, as it had already been donkey years since I last worked in a pub.
Me ?
Pouring drinks,taking orders....I simply cannot Imagine!

Have to be more friendly...especially in smiles since I always look so grumpy.
Hope eveything goes well tonight.*Excited*

Oops...
forgotten to update you all.
Will be going to Bangkok on the 8th.
It will be a 7am flight.So I have to be at the airport at 5am.
That means,tomorrow after work I have to rush back home and then rush to the airport!!!
I won't be able to sleep then!!!

Will update again once I have the time.
Have to get prepared cause I had promise Sonia I won't be late.
Mr 'Woman Killer' is nice enough to offer to fetch me there.
Have to go take my shower ...

The pub is located at Liang seah street.Next to the $15 steamboat.At the basement of Beach hotel. The name again: Pub33.

We warmly welcome you to drop by.
I won't be there on the 8th -11th.
Will be back at work on the 12th.

See ya :p

Please slap me up!

2008-03-02T07:46:00.002+08:00

Please slap me on the face!!!!Or pull me to the toliet and whack me up!!!
Someone please!!!!

I was at Zouk with my girlfriends as usual.
When a fucking handsome guy approached me and chat.
Okay lah...obviously he wanted to be friends.

We chatted for around 10mins,
Noticed that my girlfriends were going for a smoke.
Scare being left alone.
I turned,look at the FUCKING HANDSOME guy and said..."See you around."
And...I left...

"WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?^%&%#&%$*%$*^&"

That guy is a japanese working in Singapore now.Working as a Broker.Good built.Well-dressed and FUCKING HANDSOME!!!!I say it again...FUCKING HANDSOME!!!!!

I'm really a stupid dumb long hair brainless bitch.

I was teased by Joey and Clare the whole night saying this;
"Regret anot? Regret right? Should have stayed and talked to him.Scare of what?He is very HANDSOME leh. surely regret right?
So you regret anot huh?"

I don't know what to say.Just feel like walking right to the nearest pillar and bang my head into it!

I don't know why I always end up doing these to myself.
Ruining the chance of meeting 'Mr Right'.
Am I shy,or maybe I just do not have enough confidence?

There were many more different approaches I get from guys especially these few times while at Zouk.
But all I just turned and walked away.
I started to get worried.

"Like that I think you will be single until you die.You be a very old bitch then."
Sickening Joey said this to me.

Maybe I should be more open up and even start to take their numbers?

What you think?

Believe me.I think I will freak out!

Missing Rema.

2008-02-24T04:29:00.004+08:00

Went Lunar with Sonia ,Sandra and Clare. Went there for a little while then we decided to go to Club 97,as most our girlfriends were there.

Miyuki was there too.

She told me that she would not be able to look after Rema due to some reasons.And may give Rema up to another friend's of hers.

I was furious!

It totally spoiled my mood.

I went back home immediately, upon hearing that.

She broke her promises!

I was so mad with her,and the thought of moving poor Rema around like an unwanted child.

Made me cried...

Even if I find her reasons dumb,she should have the initiative to ask me for my consent and respect since she could not be able to keep to her promise.

She shouldn't have just jump into conclusion, without getting my consent.

Met up with darling joey again and went over to Miyuki's place ,once she reached home from clubbing.

I demanded to take Rema back.

Honestly...

I really have no ideal where Rema could go.

Thanks god!

When my daddy told us that one of his friends was willing to take care of Rema for the time being till we managed to find a suitable home for Rema.

Thanks Mr Lim.

For everything that you had done for Rema.I am sure he would be very thankful too if he had knew what you had done for him.

I did a huge project once I reached home.

I typed out a message about adopting Rema and sent it to every contacts on my phonebook list.

I got many replies...many wanted to adopt Rema !!!

I asked their historys about their pervious pets.And whether if they were responsible enough to take care of Rema.Checking the type of home they were living,to ensure Rema have ample room to grow up in.And they must definately be pet lovers.

Finally,among all of them, I had chosen one,that I felt would make a perfect owner and would give Rema a perfect home.

Thanks to those who offered to shelter Rema.

I have moved Rema to the new owner ,Xiao Hao's house. He have always wanted a dog himself,living in a 2 story terrace house.His parents owns 2 cars.The house have a small garden. Because of Rema arrivals, Xiao Hao even intend to take a day off from work to play with Rema.

Rema have suffered enoughed of abandon.

It really time for him to finally stable down and be with a family who will loves him.

Finally after these few days of worries were finally settled.

I have spent do much attention on Rema and have also bought Rema ,his bed and food and toys.Spenting a total of $400 in these few days.

Maybe it's the bond that made me willingly spent so much on him.

But to me,it's worth it.The least that I can do for him.

Promise myself that I would visit Rema once in awhile.

Missing you already...Rema.

Rema

2008-02-22T23:38:00.002+08:00

My younger brother, Aaron brought a puppy back home.

Brandy apparently couldn't get along with the puppy,Rema.

(A cross breed golden retriever and German shepard.)

It's only 3 months old but it's already bigger then my 3 years old maltese,Brandy.

(Just after shower :P)

Brandy fearing that his territory would be taken over by someone else.

Never stopped barking at Rema.

He wanted very much to attack Rema.

Poor Rema had to hide in a corner and whine...

I thought bring both of them out for a walk would enhances their friendship.

But my plan failed terribly.

Even behind closed doors.Brandy didn't stop barking.

I had no choice but to bring Rema out.

Joey was sweet to accompanied me to the pet shop in the wee morning even though both of us didn't get any sleep.

Rema was very obedient.

Which made me wanted to adopt him more.

The advises from the working staffs in the pet shop were to seperate both of them for a round a week to a month time.

I am sadly living in a 5 room HDB home.And getting them the space to seperation seems alittle too cramp.

Not forgetting that Rema would be a big dog sooner or later and as time passes I would then developed more feelings for him and would be more reluctant to let him go then.

It would also be too selfish of me to keep Rema and neglecting what he should actually have for the correct growing up environment.

So....

It's only right for me to give him away to someone who is able to give Rema a place call home.

Before I went any further,I want to let you all know alittle more about Rema:

Most people don't know but he's actually an abandoned puppy which my Aaron's friend's,JoJo,sister's friend found, along with his three other brothers, on a rainy day, amongst the tall grass behind her house's backyard or something. Thank God that Popcorn, the only white one among the quartet, was moving and that caught her attention.

According to her (sister's friend), she found them four huddling together in one small spot, shivering due to the cold. So she brought them home and kept them as her own. Rema, then Cookie, actually went missing for a month after that. Nobody knew where he went. He came back home a month later, fatter.

And when he first arrived at Jojo's place, he seemed so afraid you could tell in his huge, brown eyes. He cried a lot at nights and was so disinterested. He never responded whenever she called him Rema. But now, he not only responds to Rema, he runs over with glee whenever you clap your hands and call his name.

He must have felt abandoned or unwanted now.

I decided to call Miyuki up as she did offered to adopt Rema as she have ample room for another dog even though she had 2 dogs herself.

My tears roll down my cheeks ,on the journey to Miyuki's place.

Hopefully Miyuki would keep to her promise of taking good care of Rema and not to give Rema away.

Feeling awfully gulity.

I am sorry, Rema...I really am.

Bye Bye Chinese New year...

2008-02-21T03:50:00.003+08:00

Went to those chinese dinners, 'Jia Toi ',that they called it in hokkien.
They were dinners in a huge tent with people shouting for the auction to the bidding amount.
A normal Martel bottle can bid up to $8000.
And the good deal was that, you can take what you bid for immediately, yet you don't have to make any payment until the very next year!

When the clock strike 12.It was vegetarian time for me.
Since this year,I had made myself the pect to be a vegetarian for every 1st and the 15th of the Chinese lunar Calendar.
This was like a rebate for those sins we have done in this life, hoping that things would goes much 'smoothly' for us,and of course...for lady luck .

Joey brought me to fortune telling right after dinner.
She had made appointments ealier on.
The fortune teller was located at Katong.
Joey , Jeremy and me went in together to get our fortune told.

"You have a strong character, and you have the guts of a man.You can be ready to fight with a man if you have to.If you do drink, you can drink better then compared to most of the guys.You would have a late marriage.May even be married twice. But your wealth does not depend on them. As you are wealthy enough to depend on yourself.
You may encountered some problems in the mid of this year.It would be either friendship problems , money problems or relationship problems, if you have one.
You are a very logical person.But you refuse to use it.Are you really happy?
You are very creative and working in a job that make full use of your creativity will do you good."

"I have an ex boyfriend that I still pondering about. What do you think will happen?"

Taking out his book of wonders...He did some calculations.

"He is small in built.But big in voice. He often made empty promises and talks loudly.
He likes to act big at times. And can be very hot-tempered at times.
He shall also be in the late marriages too,but he is definately not the one for you.
He is just a passerby in your life."

Hmm...
Should I feel happy?Or should I feel dishearted?

Have alot of questions on my mind recently.
But i guess, not every questions will have it's answers.
Or maybe...not that soon.

Joey's life and mine were predicated much of the same.
Hows about that?
Both of us will be tai tai...lol

Well... It is the mark ,of the ending of the Chinese new year.
Don't really know if the fortune teller predictions were true.
Lets' keep our finger cross...

Not to be push around

2008-02-20T03:54:00.001+08:00

I told you I am not ready to be bullied.
And I won my war!!!

To ~~boss~~ :
"Not everyone you thought , you could be able to mess around with.
Think twice !!! Look before you strike.You never know if the joke was thrown back on you.
Then you will only end up making a fool of yourself."

Hee...
JERK!

Lun Lun

2008-02-19T06:03:00.001+08:00

Went movies with Clare and the same bunch of guys ,I mentioned on Valentine Day.

We watched 'Jumpers'.

Not bad, I would say, 6.5/10.

It's about a guy with 'special' talent, who was able to some how 'jump' to any place he wanted to go. Just with photos or memories about the place.

He got himselves into a whole load of troubles when his only living expenses was to rob the bank.His tracks were soon discovered by those 'special' cops, whose jobs were to distroy people having this 'special' talent.

It was when he met the girl of his dreams and the tasks of getting her rescued from the 'special' cops. Brought in alot of adventure and laughters...

Watch if you havent,you may not want to miss this show.

After movie, went over to Joey's place to actually collect a dog which her boyfriend had found earlier.

Was told to me that the dog was pretty small and adorable.

Me before going to her place:

Me after seeing the dog:

The dog wasn't that small as what Ms Joey mentioned.

He was dirty and his nails were that long,that it had became a difficulty for him to walk!

I had to pull Clare into the bath room with me as the dog smells badly.

We bathed the dog twice and the smell did not fade away!

I didn't brought the dog back home as I were afraid that his body fleas would spread to my pet, my dog, Brandy.

Joey and Me discussed and decided to bring the dog for grooming before asking any kind souls,who willing to adopt the dog for good.

Joey named the dog , Lun Lun.

Sending the dog to the Spca shall be the the last resort,if we had no choice...

A little more to Life.

2008-02-16T05:42:00.002+08:00

Work wasn't going that well...
Huge arguements, I had with boss.

I did somehow realised one thing.
At that working environment, there is no true friendships.
All were walking dummies with plastic masks.
Everyone was only for themselves.
Work was War!

I know what I said in the earlier posts that I loved my job.
I actually did! Till I realised that it's not that simple to what I thought it is.

It upsets me, tearing away their masks.
But I not ready to lose this battle yet.

It's only right for me to get back, what I deserves.
I shall not be bullied.

Valentine day.

2008-02-14T05:52:00.003+08:00

What is Valentine day?

Most of my 14 of feb were spent with my friends.
This year weren't that special to make a difference.

He did msn me though wishing me a Happy Valentine Day.
Tcs is making a loss not to have me , working for them.
I acted as though I could never been happier.
He kept mentioning that he would be going home after work.
I acted as though I couldn't be bothered.

"You should be spenting it with me!!!You bastard!!!!"
I yelled!!! Cowardly in my heart...

Many asked ,what if one day he regreted and came back asking for a second chance.
"No ..."I said firmly.
I wanted very much for him to be mine,but it this will not settle the misery.
Cause being with him...is like being with misery.
It will be a never ending story once again.
Don't intend to bring this pain to another level.
So,Missing him quietly.Would be the safest.
I suppose...

Told him I shall be going out for dinner.
Thought my dinner date was with my "boyfriend"
But my "boyfriend" was Clare.
And because I didn't want to stop chatting on msn with him.
I didn't make it to the dinner.
I was damn late.

But we managed to went for a movie, Cj7 with 2 other guys.

It sounds like a double date.
But it's not.
For me:
I have totally have no interest in the guy,although he is head and heels over me.
For Clare:
It's the guy's friend.
And It would be weird if she was alone and with me and the guy.

Or maybe,it make us felt better going out for a movie with guys.
Especially on Valentine time.
It would be too pathetic to go for a movie, just the two of us... lonely women.

Although my Valentine time day sucks big time.
I still want to wish everyone:
A Happy Valentine day.:)

Hope everyone will recieve their happiness ,the way they deserves.

Zouking

2008-02-09T06:42:00.001+08:00

Clubbing at Zouk with my girlfriends.

Zouk was packed as usual.

We were standing at our usual spot,

when I turned and a guy looked ...

He:"Hi!"

Me:"Err...Hi."

I turned away...But turned to take a second look at him.(Did not take a clearly look at him the first glimpse.)

That was when his eyes and mine met.

He smiled...

I quickly turned away.

I didn't dare to look.

I quickly asked my girlfriends to go for a smoke.

I am a complete idiot!!!

He was cute and good looking.

He must have thought that I am not interested.

Why did I freak out?

I have all along told myself that I wanted very much to continue my life.

" You have not forgotten him thats why you are behaving this way.No one at the moment can replace him.You need more time to forget about him.You have not walked out of your own circle yet."

Shermaine mentioned.

Is that true?

Or maybe I was just shy?

Possible?

Happy Rat Year...

2008-02-08T05:03:00.030+08:00

Happy Chinese New year everyone!!!
Less writings and more photos...

First day of the New Year.

Enjoy:)

My younger brother :Aaron Kwek.

My Mommy

At He Pan
With Nicole...

Celest...

Went Lunar...

Showing off our butts!!!

Kinky Clare
Soh Poh Ming...

My Bestie: Shermaine.

My Girls...

Forgotten to mention that I love my hairdo on that day:)

Wearing chong sam was a complete plus on Chinese New year.

I won't be forever young.Don't expect me to wear a tight chong sam when my breast starts to shag, Or my spare tire starts to show.

If i gotten wear it...I shall chose to wear it ,when i have it.

I have it...So flaunt it :p

Although chinese new year got boring as we ages.

Relatives got married,working or just went for a holiday.

The festive mood was not as strong as it used to be.

Each of us have different commitments.

My poor grandmom is already 70+ and she is having some health problems.

Her face swollen up until I couldn't believe it was her!

Then it caught my attention that I only visit her once a year.

I have not been there, for her.

I felt so bad.

I fear the thoughts of losing her.

I am 25 this year.

No longer that young to be wild and dangerous.

Ok la...

Let's not discuss this now.

"Happy New year again everyone."

By the way...

New year gathering with my girlfriends was fun and happening.

Don't be suprised if you happen to caught me wearing Chong sam next year:)

May all blessings and wishes come true this year.

Huat Arh!!!

At Party world...

2008-02-06T07:15:00.003+08:00

My singing session with Clare and Joey...

Nanie Pms.

2008-02-02T06:15:00.001+08:00

After work,accompanied Nanie to Boat Quay.

One of her friend's pub was closing down.

Having a last night party there.

Don't blame me as I had forgotten the name of the pub.

Big Fat and Clare came to join us later too.

Cam whoring again...

Haha...

Caught him by suprised!!!

Look so fierce!!!

We didn't stay long at the pub though.

Went to NaNa with Ming and Mandy...

Was quite piss off with Nanie as she was tipsy and just disappeared without saying goodbye.

Rejected all our phone calls.

Emo...

Shopper Paradise

2008-01-22T03:45:00.000+08:00

Shopping trip with Celest, Nicole and Nanie could never be better.

From...

Bugis to Orchard....

Our hands were all full with shopping bags.

I am in paradise!!!

No time nor extra hands for our photo taking session.

the only photos i managed to take:

Ta...Da!!!

I somehow still managed to make a fool out of myself...

You all should be very familiar with Nanie by now...

Introducing Celest and Nicole.

In the middle is Nicole, and at the right is Celest.

(This photo was taken a month ago.We went to Gucci sales apparently :p)

Why had it became this way?

2008-01-21T14:26:00.000+08:00

Yes...I have been avoiding you.

Adorable

2008-01-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

One of my bosses baby girl...

Isn't I adorable?Oops...I mean, she. :p

Finally became my collections.

2008-01-16T02:08:00.000+08:00

3 cheers...
Hip Hip Hurray!!!
Hip Hip Hurray!!!
Hip Hip Hurray!!!

I have finally bought the bag that I wanted!

Louis Vuitton Damier Sophie.It really took me a very hard time to find this bag.Since it only sold in Japan, Hawaii and Guam.

Thanks Clare Woo for making this possible...

To Bollywood Dhoom

2008-01-14T04:43:00.000+08:00

Thought I could leave early for Dorren's wedding celebration.
But, by the time I finished up my work,it's already pretty late.
She held a small celebration in a chalet.
Her husband is actually a friend of my ex-boyfriend.(The recent one I just broke off.)
I am actually quite fearful, for the thoughts of seeing him again.
Didn't know why...

Was I fearful because I didn't want to see the facts that he may brought his current girlfriend along?Or...
I am fearful that upon seeing him, He would arouse my memories?

Feeling quite uncomfortable.
But I have to be present.
I came up with a very wicked ideal.
Since most of my girlfriends were also about to leave soon.
I asked Nanie to tag along with me.
Nanie do not know Dorren.
To bring her along will give me a perfect excuse not to stay in the chalet for long.

My plan eventually worked perfectly.
Poor Nanie had to wait for me outside the chalet.

Sorry Nanie...Thanks a million:)

I passed the red packet to Dorren.
Stayed and looked around for a little while.
He was not around but a few of his close friends were there though.
I quickly left the place.

Shermaine went off with me too.
She was meeting her boyfriend for a movie.
Seldom get to see her since she has been happily in love with her boyfriend.
Although she has lesser time for me.
I am still very happy for her...to see her being happy now.:)

Shermaine is someone I can trust and to pour out my heartfelts .
Giving me advises and solutions.
Understanding ...and being there for me when I needed her.
She is my shopping partner,my adviser,my listening ears and my bestie.
Somehow or the other,I just love her presence.

Leaving me and Nanie.
It was then Nanie suggested to join her friends to an Indian Club!
I don't really like the ideal,but after much persuasion from her,especially when she said this:

"I alway join you and your friends even to dragonfly listening to chinese music,I also tagged along and no complains...can't you join me now?"

Err...actually I was left with no choice.

We went to this Indian club,in boat quay named,'bollywood dhoom'.
It's totally different from the clubs that we went to.
They were playing Indian songs(remixed)!
There were female dancers wearing saris.
Dancing in the middle of 'the dance floor' surrounded by sofa.
It's a typical club for men.

It came to a point where, one of the female dancers , danced turning herself one round after the other.One man got up from his seat...
Walked towards the dancer,and threw a stack of ten dollars notes on top of her.!!!
didn't stop and continued to swirls in circles as the man kept throwing money at her!

The waitress quickly picked up the money and slip the notes in a small tin infront of the bar counter.
I noticed the men there can just ordered a jar of beer and sat there for hours, watching the dancers danced.Yet on their hands,they held on stacks of ten dollars notes, waiting for the right dancer and tipped her.

I wanted very much to video down the whole scene, but upon doing so half way...
I was caught red-handed! So I gotten just show you all what I managed to capture.

I even laughed at one of the men who tried to dance like Micheal Jackson.(when Micheal Jackson high in drugs.)

I didn't stayed for long though.
It was really an eye popping experience for me.

Anyway interested to go,do let me know.We shall go togther the next time.

But...this time, remember to bring a whole bottle of perfume.(This was Nanie's advise.)lol...

Sorry darlings...

2008-01-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

Actually should be meeting Clare, Joey and Miyuki to Zouk again tonight.

I was so tired ,I had to cancel the nightout with them.

Sorry darlings...

I have to wake up very early tomorrow for work.

Tomorrow still have to attend Dorren's wedding after work.

Another day okie?

You know I love you all one right?

Happy birthday Peter

2008-01-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

A night to party...

It was Peter's birthday.

Went to a nightclub name,Royce.

My handphone was low batt then...

Didn't manage take much photos.

Not even with the birthday boy .

Went to Zouk after that.

Zouk was pretty much the same.

Went 'members' as i saw my one of my old pal, 'like a big brother to me'...Ice.

Nothing change much about him.

Although he did put on weight though.

Hmm...

Not really in the mood of writing right now...

Let's just enjoy the photos:

Mr Chua's Birthday

2008-01-11T03:38:00.000+08:00

It's Mr Chua's birthday!!!

Went to Clark Quay to have a small celebration with him.
Poor Mr Chua have to wait for us...(Sonia, Nanie and me.)

And by the time we finished work,it's already supper.

We went over to Clark Quay first to look for a suitable place and to pass the cake to the restaurant, as it was meant to be a surpise!

We manage to find a place that we were all agreedable to.

It the ' Lotus Grill Restaurant.'

Theres two authentic Chinese Tongkangs (olden boats) harbored on the River’s bank at Clarke Quay.

From Balinese to Singaporean delicacies.

It's like having a “floating dinner”.

The special touch,was the excitment of having dinner on a boat.

Mr Chua eventually came.

Ordered many many dishes.

The table was so full of food!!!

It was more like our birthday, as we havent been eating the whole day at work.

(As work was busy as usual.)

We sank ourselves into the food.

We then noticed Mr Chua was eating only deep fried Kangkong with rice!

It was then we found out that Mr Chua was allergiced to seafood!!!

And the only dish without seafood was the plate of kangkong.

Poor Mr Chua!!!!

He was so sweet by asking us,what we wanted.

He didn't mention that he don't eat seafood!

We wanted to order another dish for him, but we had ordered too much and the table was so full...

Mr Chua just smiled and said, he was not really that hungry either.

The KangKong was good enough for him.

We didn't have second thoughts then and continued our makan journey.

As for me now, recalling back the whole situation.

I am feeling so guilty...

At that point of time,we were so hungry,we didn't bothered much.

The only thing we bothered was the food crying to us waiting to eaten and to filled in our stomachs.

We were really THAT BAD!!!

Poor Mr Chua ...Sorry Mr Chua.

*Guilty*

But ...

at least there were 3 pretty ladies accompanying you to eat right?

*Hee hee...*

The meal wasn't that delicious,but we finished it anyway...

Too hungry for second thoughts.

Mr Chua's eyes was watery when they bought out the birthday cake.

Mr Chua:"Shh....Don't sing so loud!"

Each of us is already crazy and loud. Imagine now...Getting the 3 of us together,

How 'un-loud' can it not be?

We sang the birthday song along with the next few tables clapping along with us.

Mr Chua face,blushed.

He was touched though.He had skipped celebrating his birthday for many years.
And it eventually felt pretty good now.

Having someone remembering and willing to celebrate this day with him.

So...

Forget about the KangKong part ok?

*Wink*

Happy birthday again...Mr Chua :)

May lady luck befalls on you.

*There isn't Mr Chua photo as... he was too shy to go on camera.

Err...

Or rather...

It seems like we had forgotten to take his picture!!!*

Ooops....

Double O

2008-01-10T05:17:00.000+08:00

Went to Double O after work.

Sonia had suggested it as it had been quite sometime since we last went there.
Wondering if the place would still be as fun as it used to be.

The place did changed a little...

There was even a small shop in the club itself, selling women's clothings.

What a smart ideal to come out with!

You can just shop for a new outfit if the one you are wearing is stained or just feeling uncomfortable...everything is done under one roof.

And most importantly,it wasn't expensive like we thought it would.

The crowd you get in Double O was pretty much the same crowd you get in Zouk.

Everyone was friendly,having every bit of fun,the way it should be.

Sonia and Nanie was so encrossed with the free shots as it was Ladies night on a wednesday for Double O.

It was then, the Dj announced:"Any ladies who can come up and answer the question will walk away with 5 LifeSpa Vouchers.

Now...Who can come up and tell me,where is the place located for the new army recruits

to have their first training ?"

Our Ms Sonia quietly,just walked away from us,and walked towards the Dj.

And happily just annouced the answer to the Dj!!!

That eventually got us the spa vouchers.

Thanks Sonia for courage... :p

Clare came over to join us too.

We were then approached by a few male models, asking if we would want to try the "injection",which was actually some sort of Alcohol mixture ,something like a thick cocktail, put into a big injection tube.And you have to drink it out from the bottom where actually the needle should be placed.

And of course...My adventureous girlfriends would be out for the new challenges.

Lol!!!

I jusy simply love the way how Clare drank...

Don't you think so too? *Cheeky smile*

Ooh Clare...you look so kinky.

Not long after,the dance floor cleared and the lights shines on 3 male dancers .

They danced and performed.

It came to a part where one of the male dancers came and dragged us up to the podium to dance!!!

Not sure was it my age or was it because I had gone to Dragonfly(One of the club at St James) too often as at Dragonfly ,podium dancing was never allowed.

Feeling very shy though.

"Hello!!! I will tends to be shy at times.Nothing wrong right?"

*Laughing*

We were actually enjoying ourselves.

Sonia got drunk soon after and left early.

Leaving us...the three party animals danced like theres no tomorrow.

Count me in ... at Double O on next wednesday :p

Please don't cry...

2008-01-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

Those that you treasured ...will leave.
Those that you didn't really bothered...Tagged you like sticky glue.

You cried to me that night.
Saying how much you loved me,How much effort you had put in.
And just nothing came out.Nothing...

Somehow,hearing you cried on the other line.
Made me pretty upset with myself.
If i had chosen you, maybe I would be safe in your arms by now. :)
Why did I ever chose to hurt you and walked a terrible journey to where I am now.
Broken Hearted?

You were always charming,tears shouldn't had pictured.
You wanted to come over,just to take a look at me.
I somehow wanted to...
But I couldn't.

Sorry.

The song you wrote to me and sang through your guitar...
It is always on my mind.
The song you wrote and sang for the movie, describing me.
I am touched.

But yet,
There's nothing I can do for you...

I hope to wipe away your tears,
To see you smile again.
I didn't want to see you this way.
I didn't know...

The song that you liked...

The thought of him,bring misery

2008-01-07T06:22:00.000+08:00

Went to Dragonfly with Miyuki And Joey...

Reached there around 3am...Left the place at 5am!!!

I was enjoying myself till I heard the band sang this:

If the songs is not clear,because of Miyuki's shouting,

The original singer would be:

This song brought back alot of memories.
Memories of him...
I guess I have my weak spots too...
I had watched the movie 881 ,twice with him.

"The Papaya Sisters" tells the story of two childhood friends who grew up mesmerised by the glitz and glamour of 'Getai' and dream of one day performing on the 'Getai' stage. After being blessed by the Goddess of 'Getai', they become the most sought-after pair of 'Getai' singers ever. Unbeknownst to them, rival sister group The Durian Sisters have become intensely jealous of the Papayas' success, and are determined to trip them up by messing with their schedule. With the help of their gangster Godfather, the Durians succeed in shutting the Papayas out of many 'Getai' performances. Await the musical battle where both sides pull out all the stops to win over the audience!

You can also view them at :Click Here
Watched once alone with him. Another was with my family,It was my parents' birthday.

He was already like one of our family members.
And because we both love the movie so much,
We started to look for Getai and watched.
Eating Ice-cream and watching the Getai.
Along with him..The feeling was indeed different.

Quite disppointed that things ended up this way.

I realised...I do still miss him at times.

Haiz...

I FINALLY LET IT OUT!!!

Although It is impossible for me to forgive him for what he had done to me.
I still can't bring myself to hate him.
I was so used to him before...

He was once my everything.
I shall have to wake up and forget about everything.
Put the past behind...
Repeating telling myself,reminding how happy I am, leading a fabulous life.

Let memories be what they are...History.
All my love will disappeared with time.
And time heals all wounds...

Cosmopolitan

2008-01-06T05:21:00.000+08:00

Nanie send this photo to me as a comment in friendster...

I like it alot...Thanks.

You know I love you one right... lol

A Rush Rush day...

2008-01-04T04:30:00.000+08:00

Didn't went to work today...

As there were stuffs ,I intended to get it done before the weekends.

Went to a Clinic that I heard from my pervious massage therapist, that the doctor was pretty good and popular with women.

Models had been paying him visits.

He would only entertain those he felt comfortable with.

He may rejected your appointment if he felt that you are 'too much' of a hassle.

A small and old clinic he owns.

I waited nearly an hour just to "seek his assistance."

In order to do a body check,he asked me to take off my shorts,WITHOUT drawing the curtains.

With him standing there, arm folded.

I felt so exposed!!!

I didn't want to leave as I had waited so long and heard so much about him...

But...

It got worst...

He didn't wear any gloves upon doing the tests!!!

Didn't asked if I have any drug allergy until i have to ask him if he knew!!!

He just cut me off when I mention about the past medication that I took.

He just assume my "sickness" and cure it with his "assume medication"!!!!

He didn't want to review what medicine he is giving me!!!

And the last straw...

He didn't wash his hands after doing the tests!!!!

I was flaming with anger!!!

Although he may be popular but it wasn't good enough for me to tolerate his kind of "behaviour"!

This shall be first and the last time, I gotten visit him!

#$%^#$%#@$@!$%^%&%^

Have to rush down to collect some stuffs from my girlfriend and then rush to the chinese temple in Toa Payoh.

After that went to SengKang to get my hair rebonded and a haircut.

This is actually a home based hairstylist.

The rebonding cost me only $80 and the haircut is free!

The hairstyist is a very nice lady, Ms Tan.

I love the new look....

Have to call and book an appointment as most of the time,she is fully booked.
Her hair treatments and colouring is also very wallet friendly.

Her number:97450788.

Going back 2 weeks time for colouring and treatment :p

Meet up with Joey after that, to New Asia Bar.

The view from Westin Hotel 72th floor, which New Asia Bar is located,is simply beautiful...

A rather 'rushing' day, I had today...

A cool and relaxing drink was what I needed to make my day complete...

Cheers....

Enchanting

2008-01-03T04:37:00.000+08:00

The photo tells clearly where we went...

Didn't managed to get much shopping done though...

Watched "Enchanted" ,the movie dvd , Nanie had kindly borrowed it to me.

Pretty 'enchanting', I suppose.:)

Do watch it if you havent.

A movie,not to be missed.

It is hilarious... it is sweet...and it is all about love.

A classic Disney fairytale collides with modern-day New York City in a story about a fairytale princess (AMY ADAMS) from the past who is thrust into present-day by an evil queen (SUSAN SARANDON). Soon after her arrival, Princess Giselle begins to change her views on life and love after meeting a handsome lawyer (PATRICK DEMPSEY). Can a storybook view of romance survive in the real world?

When you drink...Don't drive!!!

2008-01-02T04:40:00.000+08:00

Was supposed to watch a movie,
But I was late as usual, so decided to go for coffee instead.
Coffee session with Terrance at Bliss cafe( Pongol Park),

he was so worried about his driving license,
as he was caught drink driving instead of drunk driving...lol
The percentage of the alcohol level wasn't that high.
The night that he was caught, at a road block when he was about to go home after leaving St James .
He swear not to drink again if he was given a stern warning.
Let's just keep our fingers cross...
And hopefully things will turn out fine.

For those who just can't say no to alcohol.
My advise to you:"Just park...or get someone to drive the car for you. If licenses were provoked,you may still be applicable to take a re-test maybe after a few years? But what if lives were lost?
Injuries were serious? If your car is still paying for the monthy installments and you will lost many thousands just trying to sell off your car?Think twice before you drink.
When you drink don't drive.
It's easy to wave and just get on board a taxi.And you may just save yourself from a whole string of troubles."

Erase off my fats please!!!

2008-01-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

I REALLY HAVE PUT ON WEIGHT!!!!!!

HELP!!!!

Goodbye 2007...Welcome 2008

2008-01-01T19:56:00.000+08:00

Another year have passed.

This year would be a totally different theme for me.

I have never went to a foam party and celebrate any count down in Sentosa.
(Zouk out is not counted!)
Meet up with Miyuki and Joey first.
Didn't want to miss the count down...

We were warmly greeted by fireworks!

Tickets costs us $32 each.

Arh!!!!!

I regretted going there.

For the ratio of every 1 chinese, I see 9 bangladesh!!!

They were drunk and even tried disturbing us.

Poor Miyuki was so freaked out by them,we left less then half an hour.

Managed to take some photos though...

We complained so much,that upon meeting our other girlfriends,
To make the best out of New Year eve,

We decided to go to Cafe Del Mar to party instead.

Paid another $35 to get into Cafe Del Mar.

Cafe Del Mar was blinking with life.

The weather was windy, Music was fantastic,Alcohol was served.

The right amount of Men and Women.

How could we have not enjoyed?

The music was a mixture of house and Trance.
Men with 'manly' bodies wearing shorts,dancing with the rhythms.
In front of the pool,there's even a bar!

You can dance , swim , kiss , or just simply just dip in the pool.

The chairs they had were models of white beds .

The place was fabulous...

I was having so much fun.

Till I finally realised ...

....

I lost my wallet!!!

I couldn't even recalled where's the last place I left it at!

I am always so careless and forgetfull.

It was never found,I think i have lost my stuffs for the 75482534383 times!

But...Thank god!!!

I had changed to a smaller purse that night as I decided not to carry my bag along.

I didn't have much cash along with me.

Just a Card and a photocopy of my Passport,

As i have also lost my Ic quite sometime back and a spare key.

Although it was also a Louis Vuitton purse.

But I had used it for many years. It was actually quite worn out
Heartaches weren't that bad...

It was very sweet of Miyuki to have offered to lend me money :)

Thank you sweetie...

That didn't kept me from not enjoying myself though.

I will visit the place again...And you can bet on it.

Thanks Cafe Del Mar for making....

A great new start for a great New year....Year 2008.

My second home.

2007-12-31T04:30:00.000+08:00

At work, everything is just as hectic.

You will see people flaring temper and stress were put upon as every client we suppose to meet,hoping they are like Santa Claus giving out presents.

The only present we wanted...To clinch the deals.

Money from their pockets, determines my pay cheque.

So...

who have you heard from, that my job is easy?

Although I am complaing now,

I do still love my job.

My boss is a good man.

(He is the one who pays me,and willingly offered to pay first to get my lasik and teeth done.)

My trainer cum manger dotes on me.I am the apple of his eyes.

My whole bunch of fun loving, crazy party animal colleages, adds in the plus for this job.

Introducing my most crazy and a complete nut case:

My Colleage and my friend,Miss Nanie....

The times we get serious:

The times we simply just made a fool out of ourselves...

Stoning with the 'always stoning budda's head ' which is carefully put in the entrance of our sitting area.

Miyuki came for an interview....

Sitting in my office...My second home.

Watched 'My blueberry nights.' Rated 4/10.A totally boring movie.Although I like the music and Norah Jones...It's still a 'trying to keep eyes open' movie.

My Blueberry Nights

Rating: PG
Language: English
Genre: Romance/Drama
Cast: Jude Law, Norah Jones, David Strathairn
Director: Wong Kar Wai

Running time: 95 mins
A young woman (Jones) takes a soul-searching journey across America to resolve her questions about love while encountering a series of offbeat characters along the way.

Life is short...

2007-12-30T11:00:00.000+08:00

I saw this sentance and it set me thinking:

'Life is short, play hard!'

now...Tell me.

Is it true?

Or is it?

'Life is short , work hard?'

Short Blog

2007-12-30T05:10:00.000+08:00

Had finally changed my blog skin.
Thankfully,didn't have much problems doing the Http codes.

Today I will just keep it short and sweet.
Left only a few more hours to catch up with my beauty sleep...

Work was pretty much the same.
As it's the last week of the month,everyone is rushing to hit their targets.
Busy...Busy...Busy...

Did watch a movie "National Treasures" yesterday.
I would rate the movie 6/10.

NATIONAL TREASURE: BOOK OF SECRETS
Rating: PG

Language: English with Chinese subtitles

Genre: Action Adventure

Cast: Nicolas Cage, Jon Voight, Harvey Keitel, Ed Harris, Diane Kruger, Justin Bartha, Bruce Greenwood and Helen Mirren

Director: Jon Turteltaub
Release Date: December 20, 2007

In this follow up to the box-office hit “National Treasure,” treasure hunter Ben Gates (Nicolas Cage) once again sets out on an exhilarating, action-packed new global quest to unearth hidden history and treasures.
When a missing page from the diary of John Wilkes Booth surfaces, Ben’s great-great grandfather is suddenly implicated as a key conspirator in Abraham Lincoln’s death. Determined to prove his ancestor’s innocence, Ben follows an international chain of clues that takes him on a chase from Paris to London and ultimately back to America. This journey leads Ben and his crew not only to surprising revelations – but to the trail of the world’s most treasured secrets.
Produced by Jerry Bruckheimer and Jon Turteltaub and directed by Turteltaub, the story reunites the original cast including Diane Kruger, Justin Bartha and Academy Award ®-winner Jon Voight, joined this time by four-time Academy Award ®-nominee Ed Harris, Academy Award ®-nominee Harvey Keitel, and 2006 Academy Award ®-winner Helen Mirren.

"Hello?Where are you?"
"Home...why?"
"You sure you are home ?On a saturday?"
"Yes...tomorrow have to wake up early for work."
"Wow!!!You really changed! Mircle!!!"

Thats was a telephone conversation, I had.
Reminding me, what a party animal I was.
Home on a saturday night?OVER MY DEAD BODY!!!(That was before.)
How friends make it so hard to believe that I will finally 'grow up.'

Thinking of taking a short trip to relax.
A holiday is what I really need at the moment.
Need to recharge myself.

*Yawning*
going to bed ...
Will blog again tomorrow...

I am back :)

2007-12-28T03:04:00.000+08:00

A big hello !!!

Yes...I am still very much alive and Kicking.
Friends had been reminding me to update my blog.
It had been more then a year since I last blogged.
So many things had happened.

With many bumps of both happy and unhappy moments.
Where should I start?

....

Firstly most importantly, i have put on some weight.
(Still trying my best to shed off the excess fats)*Blush*

I am not doing designs anymore!Have changed my job.
To :Wine broker / Project Agent.
Although there are more stress comparing to all my pervious jobs.
I am still very happy working,with no much complains.
Been very "in to work" recently.
Maybe it's the age that did the magic.

Koji = Workaholic

Somehow, work had been craved into my life.
Commitment i supposed.

Along the one year plus of bumpy roads.
I got to know a whole new bunch of friends.
They are friendly , crazy , wildful , Nice , Jokers and most of the time madness!

But still....
I love them for who they are.

Had also broken up from a year plus relationship that "didn't go on so well."
I was heart broken then.But some how I realised,it was actually a piece of good news for me.
He could never had given me Happiness.It would be wasting youth on him.

Getting past my sorrows, I still managed to stand up on my own.
Picking up the broken pieces of me and patching it back.
Black and white turns colourful.

I clearly know what i wants now and determined at nothing less.
All that happened,happened for a reason.

Enjoying every moments of life.
The best things comes when you least expect it to be.

A belated Merry Christmas :)
Christmas had just passed.
A small christmas party was held.
Mahjong session was a must.Most of them were Mahjong masters...

Don't usually club like I used to before.
Toned down my habits.This time,I rather spend it at home.
Although at times , things became a routine.
But things in a routine are much simpler.

Complicate = Complication.

Complication = Headaches.

Headaches = Problems.

Problems = unhappiness.

Have you seen my point?
"When it comes...it comes."

Will update and do a some touch up for my blog tomorrow.
Have to wake up early to go to the temple before I go to work.

:) Sweet Dreams.

All of the sudden

2006-09-04T04:00:00.000+08:00

We were watching Tv,when his home phone rang.His aunt called to inform him that one of his uncles had been admitted to the hospital.
He was entrusted by his grandfather upon his death bed, to take good care of the uncle,who was still single.

We hurried to the hospital at 1am.
Fearing that his uncle might had a heart attack as what the symptons appears to be.
He took great care of him.

Thankfully ,his uncle need not to be hospitalized.
After senting him home,we went to check up on my daddy's car, as we heard from my mom that , someone had been sratching my dad's car with a key.
The damage wasn't as serious as we expected it to be though.
But it was clearly shown that ,through the marks on the car ,the person who did it, did it on purpose.Hmm....

Why would anyone wants to do such a childish act?

We went back his place,after that.
He was so cute when he used a wooden fence and a brick that he found along the carpark, to reserves a parking slot for his daddy's lorry.

He was also in a dilemma as his ex girlfriend , Jamie, had messaged him demanding payments , which he had owned her perviously when they were together.
He have yet to even pay his boss $1000++ for his car's sound systems.
Seeing him pressure,makes me unhappy.

Happy him = Happy me.
Unhappy him = Unhappy me.

Hopefully tomorrow would be a better day for him..

(Another night of fighting for bolster.)

Since the day ,we became as one: 4mths and 18 days.

Just another Sunday

2006-09-03T04:08:00.000+08:00

*I copied this from the past diary of me and him.I shall not mention his name as he was already a past,and no longer bare an importance to know actually who he is.Although everything ended in a very ugly manner.I want to remember how he had left the scar on me.And how bitter , I once were...with him.*

Another sunday,
Alex and Angela had went to Genting.
He is finally off today!

Woke up in the early afternoon, he kept asking for 5 more mins.
All the way from 2pm to 4pm.
Didn't manage to wash his car,but we went to Parkway Parade to shop and eat sushi with his younger brother and his girlfriend.
Our sushi dinner was treated by his brother's girlfriend.(who is a thai.)
We went shopping around for Shampoo and conditoner.
He ,who was being sweet treated me to 'Anderson Icecream'.
Chocolate chips for him and Mac nuts for me.
It was this day that I bought a lovely diary.To keep written records of our relationship.
No matter the good or the bad times we shared,I want to remember every moments together.
If we do last "forever",this would be our witness of love.
If we were to part one day,
at least all memories will be well remembered.
Hoping that he shall be the last man to be in my life and not just a passerby.

Since the day we became as one:4mths and 17 days...

An enjoyable nightout.

2006-03-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

Edmund came over to fetch me from my place and proceeded to 'The O2 bar',
which is owned by one of his friends,Jimmy.
Alan(Fat hock) was there,already busy playing pool.
It wasn't long before they decided to go MoMo instead.

MoMo's crowd had really changed.
There's a lot of malays now,(I ain't racist.), just stating the facts.
Alan was very sweet to had made sure that he kept me companied.

Clubbing at MoMo lasted only 2 hours ,before Edmund suggested, Babyface.
You should had seen the grin on my face!

No matter what songs,they played at Babyface,the song would always had the techno base remix.

There always something for me to laugh at in Babyface.The songs,the people,etc.

The last straw came when they remix a chinese song,'qin tian bu hui jia' ,(Tonight not coming home.)I danced cha cha with one of Alan's friend.

The song was funny...so was our dance...

I am having so much fun.I couldn't believe it either.

It ended at 6 am in the morning.*sadly*

We had to call it a day. :(

Nice going out with them.Hope to see them soon.Cheers...

Give me a piece of him!

2006-03-03T07:09:00.000+08:00

It's 'Babyface' again!
The club above Babyface which used to call 'One',had a revamped!!!
They had hired a band,a group of 11 people,a mixture of boys and girls,
all the way from Bangkok.

Girls wearing only their bikini and boots ,sang and danced...
With their perfect body,dancing with the music beat,
They got not only the attention of all the men,but us ,the women too.
They were way amazing!

The guys didn't lose out either.
Most of them,were very handsome!!!
Looking at one of them...
I nearly wanted to pull him down the stage !
"Give me a piece of him."
He was so charming!!!
*Saliva dripping*

*Wiping my mouth*

For those who haven't been there,do go down and have an eye poping experience.

You won't regret it!

---> Babyface is at One Fullerton (Last time Centro.)

Happy for always...

2006-03-02T04:30:00.000+08:00

Remember my buddy ,Wendy?
Finally able to meet up with her for supper.
Nothing much had changed for her.
Except that,
She was still so much in Love with her boyfriend.
Both of them enjoying their romance...
I feel so happy for them.

Wendy's birthday is reaching soon.
It's the 5th of March,celebrating with her beloved,I guess.
By next monday,she should be going on a 4days holiday to Bangkok.
*So envy.*

These were everything she would had wanted.
And as her buddy,I really felt she deserved all these.
Neverless,she had putted in so much efforts in the relationship.
And finally things managed to work out.

Looking at my friends being so happy,makes me felt a little more comforting,as happiness doesn't seems to belongs to me,but at least...it still exist. :)

"All the best to you ,Buddy...And an early Happy Birthday!"

Signing off,
blessing you with love,
Kojikwek

A Sweet dream or a nightmare

2006-03-01T17:25:00.000+08:00

I dreamt of him today...
And in my dream he seems so real.

Bitter And Sweet...

2006-03-01T06:53:00.000+08:00

The time for good and the bad news:
we shall go for the sweet first,then to bitter.

Sweet:
Finally got into contacts with one of my long lost girlfriend.
It had been 3 years,since I last saw her.
Our pervious goodbye,wasn't a pleasant one.
It ended up in tears.

I've been missing her.
We had so much happy times together.

So,this meet up,really meant something to me.

Chatted till dawn ...so much things to catch up,so little time.
Both of us,seems rather troubled.*laughing*
Many things had happened in these 3 long years.
Just one day,just ain't enough...
Would had to meet up with her soon,i hope. :)

A 'close' friend,Alan...(I call him Fat Hock.)
We are also in contact again!
He was broken hearted ,as he had just broken up from a 4 years relationship.
I don't call him Fat Hock for nothing!

He is very big in built.Standing next to him,always make me look so slim.
Ooops...(He gotten kill me for this.)
But ,let me finish.
He is one big fella with a heart of gold.
The Happy-go-lucky guy I onced used to know,used his smiles to cover up his saddness.

*poor thing*
He should had deserved more then this.
The girl was his everything.
He picked up drinking,and drinking sessions were everynight,bottles after bottles...
Drinking to his sorrows.

The girl left him as,
She didn't felt the sparkles anymore after these years.
She started to doubth if they were together because ,they were too used to each other?Or...Love?

'When a man loves a woman,he may not say it out loud.He may not hold her hand or hugged her at night.But in his heart,he knew his love was true.
But,When a woman loves a man,she would need to know,she is being loved,having little actions at time showing his love,his concern for her.Knowing that he still go through the efforts...proving his love.Woman needed assurance more then man.'

It just so happen that My dear friend is like one of man ,mention above.

His heart was broken,and along with his drinking session,he soon will have bigger size tummy.
*just joking.*
I do hope ,you will find someone better...
(and do try to show your love at times,life is dull enough,and we need some sparkles to brighten it up.)

Bitter:
Wasn't in a good mood lately.
Had a little arguement with my dad.
And I really don't feel like talking about it.

My mom's leg is swollen and she has been complaining about the pain.
She had seen both a Sinseh(traditional chinese doctor) and a family doctor.
I know medicine don't suddenly do wonders,it takes time.

Upon seeing the way she walked ,'a little cripped'...
My heart just aches.
Never had I seen her like this,
Age had really caught up with her...
Hoped she would recovered soon.

I simply hate ungrateful people.
When they needed help,you tried.
When you needed help,they couldn't even be bothered.
'There ain't free lunch,in this kind of world.'

Signing off,
Bitter and sweet,
Kojikwek.

"When it once used to be my everything,started to lose it's value,and my everything soon became nothing.And nothing worths it anymore."

Our difference

2006-02-27T04:42:00.000+08:00

The journey with life.

2006-02-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

Another Saturday at home...
Was browsing through my cupboard ,when I took noticed for a few dresses hiding in a corner.
It had been years since,I had them on.
Out of curious,I tried them on.
One by one...

Those dresses used to be fitting,neverless...Praises would be heard.
They were once, my 'battle' dresses.
Standing in front of the mirror...I stood rooted .
*Trying to remember,how I once looked in them.*
I could feel the poor dress...gotten torn a part any minute.

It brought me to really realised how much weight I had gained through the years.
Without realizing ...

I want my figure back!

I was determined.
I had putted the dresses back in the dark corner.
Hoping that the next time,when I'll be trying them on...I would be able to see my old-self again.
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It took me quite a while ,staring at the toothbrush he used to use.
I was about to put it back,when I suddenly reached for the dustbin instead.
The toothbrush had been sitting there...untouched.
I didn't threw it away in the past,because I was hopeful that it's master would one day,
used it again...
Fairytale had ended.
I grew to walked through,starting a brand new chapter in my life.
I ain't that strong to carry so much 'weight' with me,and in order for me to continue,I had to drop some of them off.

Signing off,
What will be...will be,
Kojikwek.

Babyface

2006-02-25T13:01:00.000+08:00

Friday...is a great day for a night out,with no other but my wonderful Kakis!
(Jazz...Javis...Wendy...and me of course!)
As usual,went to 'BabyFace'.
We opened a bottle there,but the funny part is none of us drink!
We kept drinking the mixer(green tea) ...
The bottle could last a good 1 mth.*laughing*

BabyFace is something like one of those 'Canto disco',with life band playing from a certain time.
Yes...it's a typical 'Ah Beng' place.
But you be suprised that it is crowded almost everyday!
The crowd there is mostly the older age group.
People there really just want to drink...enjoy...and have fun!
Not those rowdy place ,where there would be alot of fights.
Neverless...
It wouldn't be fun without the company of my kakis...of course :p

Mr old Joe

2006-02-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

A late late supper with one of my old pal, Joe.
Mr Joe had been working in the police force for 12 years?
As I said...Time flies.

A long chitchat session, he reminded me alot about life...romance.

"What most important is just to be happy.Life goes on,being happy is what important most.
As times goes by,you will find yourself going to a more predictable lifestyle.You will enjoy life as what it should be.
The past,we always hopes for too much,then we got ourselves disappointed.
Less hopes = Less disappointments.
Learn to love yourself more.
Do things that you liked...You will find life more fruitful..."

It's true, that people do change with time.
Both of us had changed in some ways.
Along with the bums we met in life.

I do seems to agreed with what he said.
Life would be much easiler with more laughter then misery,isn't it?

Happiness beholds the key to life.

*Although sometimes...it's easiler said then to be done. :P

I really didn't want to.

2006-02-23T11:38:00.000+08:00

I might be visiting the doctors...
Nope.
I ain't sick.

I am worried that I am suffering from depression.

I cried myself to sleep last night.
I didn't want to.But tears kept coming out.
Really Really didn't want to.

I was under my blanket,having only my bolster next to me.
Curling like a little girl.
I hardly could open my eyes.
*puffy and swollen*

Crying wasn't a good habit to pick up.
But somehow,I seems to notice myself more in tears then in smiles.
And I really living in such a miserable life?

What had happened to me?

A long goodbye.

2006-02-22T08:10:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,I question life,and asked myself what I wanted in this life time?
Feeling rather messed up actually.
I seems to know what I wanted,and knew very well ,what had to be done,to archive it.
But I lacked of determination,always so half-hearted.

If I happened to die one day and asked myself ,what I had done that made myself useful,
Honestly...I can't think of any.

Maybe I just ain't mature enough to think.Or I just needed some vaild reasons to push me futher?I really don't know.

Went out for Movie and supper with Jay.(Not the previous jay that I once mentioned.)

This Jay was introduced by Wei Jie, a year ago.But he left shortly as he was studying in Perth.
He came back for Chinese New Year and would be leaving this sunday.9 more months to go,before he finished his studies.
Meeting him today,was like a small farewell get together.(Even if it's only the 2 of us.)
Watched the 'Casanova.'

It was quite funny though ...About a guy who could seduce any girls with his charm.And from this talent,he got himself into hot soup.And the last straw came when He met a girl,who fights her rights as a woman.He fell hopelessly in love....

The subject about 'Girls' pop out,at supper.
"When man cared too much,girls complained them as being too possessive...when they stop caring so much,girls complained ,that man cared no more."

You can never really guessed what the other party are thinking ,and at times...it's best not to know so much!Best remember...the truth always hurts.
Don't be too reliable on the other party...if you do,once he/she leaves you...you be devastated.

Mmm...
So much on relationship education.

Anyway,good luck with your studies, and really hoped to see you in 9 months time.
Take care!!!

Naz,(the sales person who worked directly opposite of my shop.)would be resigning by the end of this month.Although I wasn't that really liked him.But seeing him leave made me felt a little sad.I was so used to seeing him for 2 good years.He was someone who joked and we play pranks on each other.
Perhaps this is human nature.We won't know what we long to see/wanted ,until we losted it.
Then we starts to treasure them.
(But please don't get me wrong.I not interested in him or what so ever.
Just a friend misses the company of another friend.)
Would like to bid him fare well too...

I would like to update what I didn't mention yesterday.

My handphone was stolen and I had no choice to buy another new phone.
Lg p7200.
It burned a hole in my pocket,at a good price of $668.
(So for those who read this blog and had my number,please give me a ring,or sent me your number to update my phone book.Thankyou.)

I have to go and take my beauty sleep now.
My mom started to become very worried after I told her,I intended to visit the doctors to get some help in sleep...(sleeping pills.)She strongly rejects ,fearing that I would later, be dependence on the medicine.

To make her stopped worried,I had to convice her I would try my best to sleep.
That's all for now...
I shall update again.

Signing off,
counting sheeps ,
Koji Kwek.

The first...

2006-02-21T07:36:00.000+08:00

Having been blogging for quite sometime.

A brand new year had arrived.

Year 2006.

Another year,another age...

For the beginning of these 2 months ,I spent it mostly at home.
Singapore is so small,there are limits of what you can do.
There were days ,when there's nothing that I felt like doing,and just laze around at home.

I seems to be quite confused.
but yet,wasn't sure ,what's on my mind.

I picked up a bad habit though,of not being able to sleep at night.
Only until early morning.
I just couldn't sleep!

Take a guess ...
What I am doing now?
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I am eating McDonald's as I am typing these, at 7 am in the morning!
Couldn't sleep and hungry.
Best thing that had happened in Singapore.
They made McDonald's delievery 24 hours!
Let's not talk about the 'fats' part. :p

Well...
Jazz had been one of my faithful clubbing kakis.
I am losing most of my kakis after they were pronounced attached.
Thankfully,I was introduced to 2 more wonderful ladies,Wendy and Javis...
Definitely adding to my list.

After much thoughts,
I had come to a conclusion,I concede defeat with romance.
What will be...will be.
I am leaving the whole relationships stuffs for the time being,and just let faith do it's magic.
It's too tired and too painful to be clinging on .
For now,all I can and want to do is to somehow enjoy my singlehood.
That's one of my new year revolutions.

I had got my frige cut.(Wasn't what I intended.)It all happened because of me and my itchy fingers.

My frige was getting long,so I acted smart by triming it,by myself.

It ended up with many holes, I had no choice but to go to the hairdresser and cut it SHORT!

Please don't doubth my short...When I said Short...I meant SHORT!!!

I only had left with 4 cm of frige!!!And did I forget to mention full frige?I got so upset with it,I really cried out.I looked so horrible! Leaving me with no choice,I had to pin everything up to the side ,using tons of hairspray to make it stay.

"I would never try to cut my hair ever again! " That was the first vows I made this year.

The first club that I went this year,would be MOS.(Ministry of sound.)M.o.s is made up of many different rooms.Different styles of music and deco in each different rooms.Great for club-hoppers!Everything you would be looking for, falls under one roof.

Last but not least,this is the first blog skin that I made this year...

Hoping that everything would go well this year.Feeling down,for the time-being.Praying that lady -luck would smile at me soon...and that's my first wish of the year. :)

Good luck...Good year...

Goodbye 2005

2006-01-01T15:33:00.000+08:00

Welcome 2006..

Long queue at Mos!

2005-12-18T06:12:00.000+08:00

Intended to go to Mos.(Ministry Of Sound.)
They opened On the 16th of dec.

The queue was damn long.
I thought I was luckly when I saw one of my girlfriends in the front of the queue.
(I am thinking of cutting the queue la.I don't really 'go by the book' .)
*Two horns coming out from my head*

But My hopes were crashed when I saw the big fierce bouncher.
He was standing just next to my girlfriend watching out for people who cut queue.
I don't really liked the ideal of getting myself ,banned from the place even before I had entered the place.

That girlfriend of mine ,had queued almost an hour.Looking at the queue.I wasn't willing to queue that long.
So me and my girlfriends,went to MoMo instead.

MoMo crowd did changed.
But some of the old regulars were still there.

Most of the guys there seems so young.
(Standing next to them makes me feel so old.)
Some of them did wanted to be friends.
But I'm sorry to reject their young hearts.
They were too young for me,and neither do I like to date a younger man.

I am still a little old fashion ...

A friend came to picked us up later the night.
He didn't sent us home,not before he brought us to meet his friends...
There were more then 30 cars.
"Rounding",they called it.
With the cars almost moving together in a high speed.
Finding other cars to speed with them.

I had been many years, since I last went 'rounding' with friends.
Once In a while, It's a nice feeling though.

I had just reached home and decided to blog before I take my bath.
Getting very sleepy...
How I wished ,I can skip bathing...

Signing off,
Dirty,smelly me.

Ms Blur Queen.

2005-12-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

Thanks god!
Chelz found my handphone,which I thought I had lost in the cab.
We shared a cab back after our shopping trip.
She was about to leave the cab,but turn and looked , to see if she had misplaced any thing inside.
Luckly she did that.Or else I would had to bid goodbye to my phone.

"Thanks alot Chelz..."

Signing off,
Blurr queen ,
Koji kwek.

A down down day.

2005-12-15T05:16:00.000+08:00

I am feeling so down.

I needed to be alone,deep in thoughts as I walked aimlessly .
I lost count of time,but I knew I walked a very very long distance.
Both of my big toes, were swollen with blisters.Not two but 4 big ones!
I nearly cried out ,while taking a bath.It's so painful.
I was barely alife.

Although I felt like crying,but no tears appears.

The most painful part wasn't the blisters,but my heart.

Theres things that can't be changed.

2005-12-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

When they say...
"You can do a million good things and it takes only just one bad mistake,to make you a bad person."

I finally understood what it meant.

The friends that i used to have,turned their backs on me,when I told a lie about my past.
The lie was made many many years ago...I was young and naive then.
All i ever thought of ...wasn't my family...but my friends.
My friends were my god.
I wanted to be accepted then.
I made a lie,to make myself felt like one of them.
As time goes by,
I realised that the lie was meaningless ,needless to say...
making a lie just to feel "in" the group,was indeed lame.
Friends should had loved me for who I am,and for what I am not.

Call me a coward,
I didn't had the guts to tell them the truth.
I didn't know where to start.
And for covering the lie,many more lies followed .

Then one day,the truth was told.
By the guy whom I once loved so much.

He wanted to prove to me,my friends weren't my everything.
I had left him alone ,ample times just to be with my friends.
He wanted to prove to me,he will only be the one, staying by my side.

And he succeded.In using my friends including Mark at that point of time.
He wanted me to feel how he felt ,the anger and the sadness,when I made the choice of leaving him.
He knew how much my friends meant to me,he wanted them to turn their backs on me.
And he hated Mark , as Mark had appeared in my life right after we broken up.
He wanted Mark to leave me for good.
And his plan was for me to hate Mark.

His plans failed when, I found a message in Mark's handphone which was sent by him.
I replied acting on Mark's behalf.
Once he saw the message,he paniced!
Fearing that his plan would be double crossed.
He made a choice to call me,and admit that they were planning for a day,to do me harm.
He said it was Mark's ideal.
As a chinese verse...(Want to die, might as well die together.)

I confronted Mark.And he admitted.
But explained that although he had made the agreedment,
on second thoughts, he didn't bare to see me harmed.

I forgave him.
I didn't pend him a death sentence .In my mind I was thankful,not bearing any hatred.
I knew he did once did me good.

My friends , on the other hand, gave me a death sentence.
I hasn't had the chance to even explain or fight with my rights.
I only had to accept the facts that I did once made a lie.
And It made them, leaving me with doubts.
They were blinded from the truth.
I had no ways to fight, but to accept the sentence and accept all those untruth lies.

The lie I made,
wouldn't do any harm or to prove by speech,that I am someone else.
I did and showed,
Not just by talking.
When they got themselves into hot soup.
I was so willing to help.
What I did wasn't a lie.
It wasn't just words.
It was my actions.
Witnesses and those who ain't blind would admit that I was all out for friendship.

But things didn't work this way.They weren't thankful for what I did.
I couldn't blame them as I had once made the lie ,
And they didn't force me to help them.It was me who willingly to help.
As a friend ,without complains.

Things turned sour .
They forgotten what I once did.
All that they could remember of was the harmless lie.
Maybe they felt decieved.
For that, I am willing to say ...I am sorry.

They hated me now.Remembers me as Koji 'the girl who lied.'

I was rather upset back then.
There's no way I could had explained.I wasn't given a chance to.
All these had happened because I had loved the wrong man.
In the end,they made friends with him even after being used,and hated me right to the core.
How fair can it get?

He ,on the other hand,sent me letters asking for my return.
I thought I couldn't hate him.

An incident today,brought back my unhappiness,
I realised I started to hate.And I am learning fast.

No use trying to sacrifice for them ,who I once called my friends.
They became my foes.
I once told one of my close friends,If I did met them outside,and if they were in trouble again,
I told her I would still helped willingly.

"You think they will appreciate what you done for them?They wouldn't even be bothered.
If you meant something to them,they would had listened to your part of story,after all you were their friends,not him.They never took in consideration what you had done for them.
You just a laughing stock,making a fool out of yourself .They wouldn't have guilt or feel thankful for what you done."

Honestly ,I made better friends once I left them.
I had stopped my lie.I felt much relieved...
I didn't fear to tell them the truth,they wouldn't judge me,and loved me for who I really am.
I shouldn't had torture myself .Trying so hard to be accepted.

I am just Who I am...

Attica!

2005-12-09T05:16:00.000+08:00

Felt like a Mountain tortoise,
When Aaron and his friends,bought me to the newly re-opened Clarke Quay.
Everything was nicely done up,so different from the past.

I had never been there since It closes down ,to renovate the whole place.
Many new clubs had opened ...

And that's was my motive .
*cheeky*

I had heard so much about the clubs there,but didn't have the chance to be there.
(Most of my old-clubbing-kakis are attached or married with children...)
Leaving me, Single ...(aging soon)...
What to do?

Thanks god...Kind Aaron asked if I am willing to join them .
To a club...'Attica.'
Needless to say,I agreeded.

Attica was packed with lots of Ang mo...Lots of working class ladies...
A Totally different group when I step in there compared to the ones in MoMo.
The music they played were different.
Attica was playing house music...While MoMo most of the time would be playing R&B.
People there ...clearly wants to enjoy themselves ,and just have a good time.

I am too,enjoying myself.
Blending into the crowd was easy.

The crowd and the music get better as the time passes.

I had a wonderful time there.
I would be there again,but ...not till I try all the other clubs there.
*Laughing*

Greedy me...

Waiting day.

2005-12-08T06:13:00.000+08:00

Met up with friends at the 'Hongkong cafe' at the East coast road.
For people who had never been there,
I do recomand the Instant noddles ,The desserts and the french toast.

Wendy's boyfriend and...Nicholas ...and his girlfriend came to join us later.
Looking at his girlfriend,I can't help but to wonder ,and to agreed.
She matches him much more then me.
She was like 'the girl next door' . A girly girl...
While I am directly the oppsite.

Having me standing next to Nicholas,
I took away his manly figures...
I looked much more in control.

Nicholas is more towards the boyish side.
And It takes a 'man' to handle me.

Back to the cafe,
We stayed there till 5am ...as it was raining.

Long tired day I had ,waiting for my rebonded hair to finally get done.
(I spent the entire afternoon in a salon .)
Then spent my entire night in the cafe.
Waiting for the rain to stop.

And thats how I used up my once in a week off day...
On waiting...

I grew so tired...

2005-12-04T01:46:00.000+08:00

Yes,Thursday had passed.
My mind thinks clearer now.
All falling in one piece.

It wasn't a fairytale ending.

The picture turned uglier.
Outside me,was all full out with full force.
Inside me,was hollow,empty and tired.
It's as if I had taken 50 Alert pills,yet I am still feeling tired.
But I couldn't sleep.
Why?

I wanna pour everything out.
But I couldn't explain myself.

I used to listen to soft music...
To pour out my feelings,
But, my background is playing R&B now.
And I am still so full of feelings...
Why?

Didn't bother to change the music.
I didn't mind anymore.
It's calm and quiet inside me.
Am I in control?

I am deep in thoughts as the wind blew pass my face.

I started asking questions,I shouldn't had.

I thought I needed answers.
I was wrong.
What I needed wasn't answers...It was assurance.
The answer was with me all along,
I was unsure.
I was blind.

Another month had gone by...

There's no time to stop.
Tomorrow might really be 'The End.'
Perhaps I am fearful.

I wanna do everything I could.
I even started planning my weeks.
I want to be useful.
I am hoping to prove and to make a change.

As the picture grew clearer,part of my heart grew tired.

Am i alright?

I wasn't sure...

I scream but you don't hear my sorrows.

2005-12-03T03:30:00.000+08:00

I cry but you couldn't feel my pain...